Entries from June 29th, 2012

Daily diva

Posted on: Friday, June 29, 2012

cycletta dex diva

On today’s training ride for Cycletta I realised a few things:

1. My bum hurts when I wear a dress, leggings and Converse as opposed to proper cycling stuff.

2. I am a lot less fit than I was last year and I have a half marathon and 40k bike ride to train for.

3. The Fenlands are beautiful, actually, in Summer – I love the sticks although I miss London terribly. Maybe I need a pad in both…#dreamondreamer…

4. Today its that hazy heat that reminds me of nearly school holidays, playing outside all the time, and art on a Friday afternoon at school.

5. I love being outside.

What did you do this Friday afternoon? x

 

My confidence sponsor for Cycletta

Posted on: Wednesday, June 27, 2012

In case you missed it, lovely Diva Readers, I am doing two events this Autumn to raise money for endometriosis – yes, TWO!

I am running Run to the Beat again in October, ( you may remember my Team Bangs memorable achievement last Autumn), and cycling 40 kilometres in September as part of Cycletta. 

I would love, love LOVE for you to sponsor me here if you are at all able. Remember I am in pain for a lot of the time, so training for stuff like this is a big deal for me. If I only manage to walk it or crawl it, I will do it.

This post is dedicated to someone who has given me so much support over the last two years, and who has generously sponsored my travel and accommodation for Cycletta to enable it to happen.

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daily diva 24.6.2012

Posted on: Sunday, June 24, 2012

chicks farm club st ives

I love this photo – the mixture of smugness/tiredness and check-me-out-mother-earth makes me chuckle. At Farm Club, St Ives for the Mini’s birthday party.

Project endo, raw and my Dream Team!

Posted on: Saturday, June 16, 2012

Well, it has been one helluva week lovely readers and I feel like I need to give you a fly-past update to keep it all logged, blogged and tidy.

So. Last Saturday I felt so ill. So, very ill, and I wrote this post; I honestly felt I had reached the stage where I was not living any more, just existing, after months, YEARS or feeling so so ill, tired, sore, fatigued, dizzy, anxious, everything.

I simply cannot explain to you how my life has shrunk, how being so unwell such a lot of the time  makes your world go from being a dynamic and fun filled place to surviving from one sofa and painkiller fuelled nap to the next. Unless your health has ever been so poor it is really hard to describe the sensation of living in such a chronically pained, exhausted body.

So, I reached rock bottom and decided to try. But try harder. This time LISTEN to the universe when it gives me everything lined up in order to get myself sorted.  I have been high raw this last week, something I spoke about here on the blog over a year ago ( have a look through some of the post on the Project Endo category to see my journey).

Here is what the universe has lined up for me this time to succeed… Read More >

Guest Diva: Helena Wilson-Beevers on endo

Posted on: Wednesday, June 13, 2012

It is my pleasure to introduce the lovely Helena, (@mummymode on Twitter), who is now working with me on Cherry Sorbet and Dexterous Diva work thanks to the wonders of Twitter! It’s wonderful working with another writer whose life is like mine – 2 children and pain and exhaustion, although I would never wish it on anyone. I am grateful for endo, and to social media for connecting us. Over to my soul sista Helena….thanks darling for sharing your journey. x

I suffer from endometriosis, a condition that has permeated every aspect of my life for over ten years. At its worst I am in severe pain three weeks of every month and require hospitalisation and morphine for some respite. I think it’s important to empower other women and to talk about it but at the same time to not let a serious illness define your personality; the worse I feel the more mascara and nice outfits I wear as that is me, not the hideous pain I am feeling. I call it the art of illusion. The attitude I adopt is one of a ‘if you put a brick wall in front of me I’d still try and walk through it’. Quite clearly the endo is my weakness, but I see it more as a strength – it is the one thing that has made me dig deep enough to pursue my career in writing and my dreams of a gorgeous family, as if this idiotic disease can’t stop me then nothing will.

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midweek mashup 5.6.2012

Posted on: Tuesday, June 5, 2012

This week I have eaten a lot of cake. A LOT. ❤ Saturday was my lovely sister in law to be Emily’s vintage afternoon tea party in Cambridge. I cannot recommend The Secluded Tea Party highly enough, just AMAZING. Check out my matching jubilee nails by Apple Tree Days and cava jam jar. ❤ I am loving this Rockstar jumper in coral by Dolls Boutique…perfect for a Summer when showers are never far away…❤ I love, love LOVE this Jubilee themed Pantone swatch of Queenie HRH by Pantone and Leo Burnett; the limited edition colour guide to “mark the Queen’s fashion-forward colour statements”. commemorates Lizzie’s “ full spectrum of perfectly colour coordinated ensembles, from the Primrose Yellow she wore at Will and Kate’s wedding in April 2011 to the tasteful Lilac Snow outfit she wore last year during a visit to Northumberland.” GENIUS. ❤ Letterpress fans will love The Letterpress Monster, the online archive of Ian Gabb. aka Royal College of Art’s “Letterpress Monster”. Byooootiful.

Daily Diva 4.6.2012

Posted on: Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Don’t worry, I haven’t gone all self-smug mummy blogger on you. Well, not yet anyway. We went to Farm Club this weekend and planted some veg. Then ate a lot of cake. Yip.

Creative Crush: NONO

Posted on: Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Creative Crush

As a blogger and writer many press look books and press releases land on my desk. As a designer, very few make me dribble in the way that the NONO look book did when it arrived from the Veldhoven groupRead More >

Things I don’t understand…#5

Posted on: Sunday, June 3, 2012

mouse ears and pouts

Please. Stop it now. It looks daft.

Ups, downs and staying wild

Posted on: Sunday, June 3, 2012

ups, downs, staying wild

This week has been such a rollercoaster  in the life of an endo warrior that I have to share some of it with you, Diva Readers.

Seeing yourself in the mirror of life-long friends is always a grounding experience. This week I had a great day out with one of my oldest buddies Jo. We went to the X Factor for Freya, so had a girly London day out stalking Gary Barlow and catching up over coffees. Brilliant.

The background info however, is slightly less glamorous; I had a terrible night’s sleep prior to our trip to town, as my pain was so bad. Little sleep means more pain as I need total rest to have a body that functions without being tense and exhausted, so I knew I was heading up for a week of being slightly broken.

By 3pm on Tuesday I was in tears in the loos at the O2, beaten by pain and exhaustion and needing to go home – Jo said she glanced over as we sat watching auditions, saw my face change and drain of all colour and knew we had to go. Read More >

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